I still can't seem to find the right answer...I'm looking for a definative message -- is there a point in prolonging her suffering? How do I ask her if she would rather have her eye or be pain free? I keep thinking about the normal life she could have if she didn't have this bad eye. It seems like such a drastic step (and it is) to remove her eye but what if it is the miracle "cure-all" we are looking for? This ends with blindness no matter what I do -- when is it time to just let it go?
Even as I contemplate removing her bad eye, in the back of my mind I fear for the health of the good eye. What if the uveitis moves to the other eye? I am eternally frustrated by these questions.
Meds today: NeoPolyDex, Atropine and 750# dose of banamine given around 7:30pm.